Do we incorporate all this into heterosexuality, expand heterosexuality beyond binaries, or abolish these categories altogether? Somewhat straight in the sexual sense, the opposite of straight in its broader sense, will being with us publicly make all these He’s lose some of their precious masculinity, normality, maybe even become a slight bit LGBT? I’m certain it scares them, but after going through 8 rapes and 200 gropes, it feels like consoling a baby who scraped his knee; and what can I say when my tongue’s been tugged out by trauma; that the trouble with feral cats is we seldom live long if not adopted; that my child within merely survives for I can still soliloquize?

LISTEN UP STRAIGHT SOFTBOYS,If you began walking down the streets hand-in-hand with us our lives would glide 5 times lighter, for you’ve got 10 times our power, yet here we are, suffering with 15 times your courage!
...“Your courage”...

You clean comfortable closed-minded shortsighted white western colonial-christian-binary ”progressives”, so scared to stray from status safe lives with wives, with kids, while the supposedly more conservative hetero machos seem to simply see long legs, pretty face, sexy booty and have no issues fucking us OR raping us, behind closed doors, always behind closed doors, never misgendering us, yes dear they really see us as women and proceed to treat us as badly as they wish they could get away with treating all women. It feels like hell where gropes roast us hot for a moment better than the room temperature you keep us in every morning of this life waking up alone in our beds, morose in our beds, alone in our beds

LISTEN UP STRAIGHT SOFTBOYS

this world’s not fair, some give everything and get nothing, others give nothing and get everything, and that truth is larger than life.
Oy vey, I am a stubborn 115-pound antelope trying to carry a 2-ton hippo across the Nile so crocodiles won’t dare to bite us as often -
My heart beats,
It takes beatings..

Vulnerability means taking sensitivity to a volatile risk zone;
Sårbarhet - the ability to get hurt - an emotional Vagina Dentata scraping the sky to open a world, not for consumption.
Your hand, pulsating into mine,
A river ________ into a river Rhine; into an ephemeral eternity of burning ‘Why’s; a fractured skeleton dancing on Mercury - not Venus, nor Mars - right here, inside. But you’ll never give me that tenderness kiss, so perhaps it is high time I stuck my head in the gas oven, leaving a beautiful corpse, as the ultimate sex toy gift. Stiff like a Barbie doll, for all the 600.000.000 tranny chasers to store in their closets.
MY REVENGE: A stink bomb that reveals
The Whole
Shebang!
Hypocrites, hypocrites, cowards, cowards, nowhere near the bravery of sissies. Lest we were put on this Earth solely to suffer, a day shall come when we escape this cesspit with or without you! I cry. I cry the Deluge against your walls. For by the time you read these verses I may or may not have a vagina, I may or may not even be alive, but I dare say you’ll never find a soul that tightly envelopes such depth, such warmth, such wetness, as mine, as mine...


Text & Performance by Alex Alvina Chamberland